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urgh...i got into a fight (..i guess you could call it a fight), with David. Now i feel horrible and empty and i broke my fricken rubber band. ><;; I hate when i do this, i set myself up and walk right into it and all that happened was i made myself mad/upset and i probably ticked him off during the whole thing too. And now neither of us are really talking, it's hard to think of something to say after all that. I feel so terrible about it, i really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut. This is how it always starts. *sighs* All I hafta say is David, i'm sorry. I love you and i always will.