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[sirhan_sirhan]

what is the point of anything? why do i bother? why does ne one? i talk on the phone for ten minutes to someone when it's FREE because it's a verizon to verizon phone but she doesn't know that ne way. why would she? it's not as if she talks to me. it's as if i can't say anything or she can't talk. well if that's how it is then i won't bother

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[dildofairydoll]

...................well if thats how u feel..........i suppose so...but...i.....if u can just listen....would u.....but...o...i c....ok.......well.....its just i dont talk because.....o.....wow.....ow......fine then...wut can i turly say? i mean i do feel so much and shit but u think that? whats the point of talking when thats what u do i listen but sometimes have trouble comprehending and then u make so many jokes i mean shit if i tell u something i consider a non jokable thing and u joke on it it would hurt me...so i dont tell u thsose things b/c of how u might take it i thuought i told u this already but maybe i forgot or i think i did who knows...its not ur fault dont worry and no this isnt sarcasim this is str8 me agreeing with u on how wrong i am...no im not upset and no im not angry...i know love is love but somes it pains me...i wont let u go i honestly wont but my words arenothing to u...i always wondered if u listened whenever i spoke...for that was the very soul reason of my speech....but....sometimes...words are nothing...like me...i am nothing...im just crazy mc cling alot right? is that my name for the day? or is it vicky?or midget? i have so many names i cant keep track...idk u always do know tho right? i dont wanna spaz attack or yell at u....i really dont cause i think that wud hurt me far to much...go on...tell me more...speak ur words...i assure i listen...