awareness

[sirfogs]

take a walk through woods
an unlit path we travel
even with a moon shining brightly
off the broken glass on gravel
shake the spiders from your hair
are you even aware
that my arm is around your shoulder?
the wind is picking up
and the night is getting colder
can we sneak off together?
make use of the darkness
and the gorgeous weather
cause i cant stand getting older
no i cant stand it any longer
you're swimming in my shirt
the hurt is growing stronger
when i want to kiss
i cant take this.
i know i almost heard
the only word you whispered
on the line with him
to me just sitting there
so patiently; "sorry"
i write this all down
i can't say it out loud
and the cloud-covered moon
so mystifying and grand
i keep on brushing your skin
satisfying my hand
maybe i'm just crazy
maybe i'm struck
or stuck? or maybe stalled?
if it weren't for bad luck
i'd have none at all
just go. just go. just go.
ok stay, until night becomes day
now we're quite alone
quiet as you're reading my poem
i'm blocking out air
cause my heart is so loud
and obnoxious, slow down
why is it such a scare?
now your head's on my shoulder
but you aren't even aware