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[sirfogs]

lots and lots of photo-shots
you show me in your kitchen
dream of trips to camelot
with your snaps of sunsets
beauty breaks right through
setting over oceans blue
but not as black and blue
as the inside of my chest
underneath my left breast
bruises left from my heart
beating uncontrobably faster
maybe i should ask her
would you throw in the towel?
would you save me from
breaking down the devil's door?
i call it displaying my affection
you give but i want more

bend and bend it all depends
on what the hell you think
watch my night swirl down
like toothpaste in my bathroom sink
thunder clouds and yelling
loud enough so neighbors wake
lightening bolts and ice cream cake
for heaven's sake it's revolting
drama and more to come
need a plate i'll get you one
one helping full of lies
with a small back-stab on the side
i'm losing my touch but
not the touching i want
i'll call it displaying of affection
you laugh as though its true.

oh how much i want you.
tell me once and let me die
a happy man i'd be
i'll never, ever make you cry
except the times i make you happy
come over late, the doors unlocked
11:11 reads all the clocks
make a wish and make it good
i wouldnt hesitate to take his place
i hope we're understood.