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Jun 10, 2010 01:38

[should be asleep. isn't. there's a bruise on her face, and she's fully dressed; no nightclothes. triela looks agitated, nearly panicked - she's pacing in front of her NV. two steps left, step and a half right, step left, three right. grit teeth.]

This state affairs is too--

I can't keep track of things when it's like this. It's hard enough to get ( Read more... )

!: triela, †: heiwajima shizuo, c: aoyagi ritsuka

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video, private heavendivided June 10 2010, 09:57:24 UTC

What's wrong.

video, private snuffdoll June 10 2010, 10:06:30 UTC

I- have to go out tonight and make sure he hasn't arrived but everything's a mess out there and I'm not supposed to endanger myself without him unless it's emergency, but it's an emergency because he isn't here- I can't tell whether I need to stay in or go out- My head.

[distress. the conditioning's confusing her.]

video, private heavendivided June 10 2010, 10:09:11 UTC

Calm down. Fussing like that isn't gonna help anything, and will just wear you down. The most important thing's that we're all safe, from what I can tell. Building still stands, too.

If he arrives, he'll make himself known.

video, private snuffdoll June 10 2010, 10:10:51 UTC

If he arrives, he's going to be in the middle of all of that. I can't let that happen. [physically can't. head hurts.]

video, private heavendivided June 10 2010, 12:24:23 UTC

He will be whether or not you're there when he does. Do you think you could camp out there? That's like suicide. You'll stay right here.

video, private snuffdoll June 10 2010, 12:25:04 UTC

If he shows up alone at a time like this it's like leaving him to the wolves.

video, private heavendivided June 10 2010, 14:32:16 UTC

Triela, I'm sure he's perfectly capable of defending himself in an emergency.

video, private snuffdoll June 10 2010, 22:48:30 UTC

But I'm supposed to be doing it for him.

video, private heavendivided June 11 2010, 05:01:18 UTC

[grating] But he's. Not. Here. No one will blame you if you're not keeping watch of the damn baseball diamond 24/7.

video, private snuffdoll June 11 2010, 05:04:09 UTC

I'd blame me.

I don't know if I can do this. Claes is almost completely useless without her handler. I don't know if I can take being like that.

video, private heavendivided June 11 2010, 05:07:44 UTC

You are not Claes. And you are not useless. You've been a great help to me.

video, private snuffdoll June 11 2010, 05:12:47 UTC

['but you aren't hilshire.' she decides against saying it, and swallows.]

If- If a handler dies, the girl has to be discarded. Kept only for observational purposes. She can't be used again.

I can't let him come here and die. If he came here during the night and one thing went wrong- He's only a man. He's completely normal. His limitations are really evident. If one thing went wrong, he couldn't get back up like I can. He needs a shield, and he doesn't have one if I'm not there. During the daytime, my head hurts if I'm not actively looking for him. At night, though, it's so much worse, because I'm just inside. Not even trying.

video, private heavendivided June 11 2010, 05:23:29 UTC

Triela, have you been subject to conditioning?

video, private snuffdoll June 11 2010, 06:43:32 UTC

That's how they teach us.

Re: video, private heavendivided June 11 2010, 08:20:05 UTC

[sighing forever]

Well, that explains it. Either way, it's all in your head. You're not thinking rationally.

video, private snuffdoll June 11 2010, 08:22:59 UTC

It doesn't matter if I'm thinking rationally. This is how I am. I need-

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