| 03 ♣ | accidental video | backdated to late yesterday morning.

[bosomist]

[The feed begins rather unexpectedly. Hannah is completely unaware of it happening; her NV is small after all, and it’s a wonder that a small mistake like this hasn’t happened already. It’s caused by a stray book knocking against it, one of many from appears to be a rather big pile.

You will see Hannah seated, and dressed casually today rather than

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[Voice]

[reflectedstasis]

[Fai actually sounds a fair bit tired, as if he hasn't been sleeping well at all for all that his voice is soft, melodic, and friendly. The sound of dishes clinking and pans shifting on a stove can be heard quite clearly.]

It seems like you're trying to understand a child that you're a parent or guardian of... so if it's not that, mind if I ask what's wrong? Just, yanno, because I've found myself as a guardian since arriving here as well.

[Voice]

[bosomist]

There's nothing wrong, really. It's just very new.

[She pauses, only to rearrange the books in front her into a more manageable pile.]

I suppose that I want to do the best I can.

[Voice]

[reflectedstasis]

That's easy enough to understand.

[He pauses, the sound of something searing across a pan quite loud for a moment before he continues.]

Though really... I think the 'what to do' with them, in order to do a good job, kinda varies based on age and their previous circumstances before coming here. [laughs softly] I'm still trying to figure out the education system for my own.

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[bosomist]

Ah, I'm not. It's simply frustrating not entirely knowing what I should be doing.

[She smiles, a little apologetically.]

I'm not complaining - far from it.

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[bosomist]

[Oh no, the P word. Her smile stays, but she feels a small amount of dread because this public, and the P word was said. ]

I don't want to make mistakes.

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[makes_asteroids]

There are a fair few of us.

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[bosomist]

Is this feeling of nervousness normal?

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[makes_asteroids]

[He laughs, gently.] It is. I'm afraid it never goes away, not truly. But what you feel it over changes as the children grow.

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[bosomist]

Ah, I see. So it's not.. a weakness?

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[cruelwonder]

I do hear that it has a great deal to do with motherly instincts.

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[bosomist]

The problem is I'm not a mother, and I don't want to be, I- [she cuts herself off before she becomes overly flustered.]

It's complicated.

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[cruelwonder]

But there's someone you wish to care for, yes?

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[bosomist]

--Yes. There is.

[bosomist]

Better understanding, at the very least.

[bosomist]

Seven, now.