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So since I last wrote, Joe and Josh are now living in New York.
Its only been a day, but Im pretty stressed out.
So much shit is just going down hill for me, for everyone.
I dont get how so many things could go wrong in the past two years.
I mean I know I dont have it that bad and alot of other people have it alot worse, but shit man its enough to drive somebody mad.
I never saw this coming, Joe just got home, its not fair.
Whitney and Josh and all that, it isnt fair to him or her.
I feel horrible.
Yesterday when they left I told myself I wasnt gonna cry just so that I didnt make them feel sad but I just couldnt hold back, I think Im going to cry everytime they leave or I do.
Theyre uncle said something yesterday that crashed my world.
"Looks like you guys made really great friends while you were here"
NO SHIT. THATS WHY THEY SHOULD BE LIVING HERE, WE ARE THE ONES KEEPING THEM SANE.
Yes I know they love their family and everything, but to really think about it, their friends are more of a family to them than their real parents.
I know that sounds alll jhahkgsjkhsgkjshhk and shit but its the truth.
Joe and Josh were doing so much better this time around.
Josh came home durning the summer and hardly got into any trouble, hes nothing like he was the past couple years.
Samething with Joe, he just got out of jail and he didnt get in trouble at all.
I mean the stuff he was doing now doesnt even compare to the shit he use to do.
Fights here and there arent bad, because hes fighting for what he believes in, but other than that its nothing, hes done nothing wrong to deserve this, neither of them.
I know they say "life isnt fair", but god damn dont you think us kids have been through enough?
ARGGGGH Im so pissed.
Everything was just feeling like it was back together, the family, the old crew (minus a few, that I wish were here), friends after friends starting to hang out again.
Now were back at 1, Im so sick of this valley, Im so sick of half of the people here.
This Thursday Im finishing school up and looking for a job, and after that im getting the first ticket out of here, fuck all you people (minus the ones that matter in life), but fuck you to all the fucking fake mother fuckers out there.
if Ive been a bitch lately, Im sorry, Im having a rough time.
Its only been a day, but Im pretty stressed out.
So much shit is just going down hill for me, for everyone.
I dont get how so many things could go wrong in the past two years.
I mean I know I dont have it that bad and alot of other people have it alot worse, but shit man its enough to drive somebody mad.
I never saw this coming, Joe just got home, its not fair.
Whitney and Josh and all that, it isnt fair to him or her.
I feel horrible.
Yesterday when they left I told myself I wasnt gonna cry just so that I didnt make them feel sad but I just couldnt hold back, I think Im going to cry everytime they leave or I do.
Theyre uncle said something yesterday that crashed my world.
"Looks like you guys made really great friends while you were here"
NO SHIT. THATS WHY THEY SHOULD BE LIVING HERE, WE ARE THE ONES KEEPING THEM SANE.
Yes I know they love their family and everything, but to really think about it, their friends are more of a family to them than their real parents.
I know that sounds alll jhahkgsjkhsgkjshhk and shit but its the truth.
Joe and Josh were doing so much better this time around.
Josh came home durning the summer and hardly got into any trouble, hes nothing like he was the past couple years.
Samething with Joe, he just got out of jail and he didnt get in trouble at all.
I mean the stuff he was doing now doesnt even compare to the shit he use to do.
Fights here and there arent bad, because hes fighting for what he believes in, but other than that its nothing, hes done nothing wrong to deserve this, neither of them.
I know they say "life isnt fair", but god damn dont you think us kids have been through enough?
ARGGGGH Im so pissed.
Everything was just feeling like it was back together, the family, the old crew (minus a few, that I wish were here), friends after friends starting to hang out again.
Now were back at 1, Im so sick of this valley, Im so sick of half of the people here.
This Thursday Im finishing school up and looking for a job, and after that im getting the first ticket out of here, fuck all you people (minus the ones that matter in life), but fuck you to all the fucking fake mother fuckers out there.
if Ive been a bitch lately, Im sorry, Im having a rough time.