Grr.
Going through a major nicotine withdrawal.
Instead of having a cigarette today, I have managed to:
a) get all emotional to the point of crying at work and leave less than an hour after clocking in to go home and not return to 3PM.
b) cry all fucking day in the meantime. (you should see how puffy my eyes are).
c) drive all aggressively, while yelling and flipping many people off. Took some corners straight out of a car chase scene here and there.
d) have no patience.
e) eat a lot of bad stuff and put back on the weight i lost last week.
f) feel like fucking hell.
I hate smoking. I hate quitting smoking even more. It sucks so bad.
Grr!
>: (
Instead of having a cigarette today, I have managed to:
a) get all emotional to the point of crying at work and leave less than an hour after clocking in to go home and not return to 3PM.
b) cry all fucking day in the meantime. (you should see how puffy my eyes are).
c) drive all aggressively, while yelling and flipping many people off. Took some corners straight out of a car chase scene here and there.
d) have no patience.
e) eat a lot of bad stuff and put back on the weight i lost last week.
f) feel like fucking hell.
I hate smoking. I hate quitting smoking even more. It sucks so bad.
Grr!
>: (