May 06, 2005 20:47
Ever have those friends that are so addicted they think they are invincible to the fact that
DRuGs trap and sometimes kill. Up until now, I was that person. Now it is one of my really good friends and her old man.
They like boy.
Her boyfriend knows it is the destroyer. But she thinks she's higher than it.
Yet if she finds out someone around her is on it she starts to get stomach cramps. It makes me so sad andwant to smack her and be like,"See it already has you! Leave it alone before it IS too late!" But oh no, She can stop anytime she wants, She does have a problem. I hate to do it but I will cut her off if it becomes badd.
I don't want people doing drugs or even being on drugs around my kid. I don't want Rosalyn making the same mistakes I did for years. Addiction is hereditary. And believe me she has it in her from all sides.
On a lighter note I went to the doctor today for my last ultrasound until I'm 8-9 months. I'm almost half way through it. And my little girl is physically very healthy. I sure she is mentally too. I have started to feel her move and it is awesome. I am so happy to be a maman. Words I never thought would come out of my mouth. Well I have to wake up the little girl I watch now to feed her.
YANKEE ROSE