i miss him so much it hurts

[sirah]

Pat left today for Worcester. I know it's only two hours away but i feel like i need more time with him, the summer was too short. Yes, we're back together. It was a short time that we were not "together" i say it like taht cause we still acted like a couple. I just got really nervous about him leaving for school, but i know i can do it and he said that he can and wants to. He made me this vase for my birthday the most amazing/sweet/awesome vase. It's a heart hollowed out with an arrow going through it and the opening of the vase is heart shaped and he put a rose in it and gave it to me. It was for my birthday but I guess it needed more work and I remember one day he said he got home from work like four hours late cause he was working on a kids project from camp for their art show, but it was realy my gift. I dont think anyone has put that much thought and time into something like that for me. It was sweet, and now i miss him.

oh yea...hi again LJ