Still in existence
I am still alive, just haven't been posting really due to general apathy . Various little worries are making me gloomy but really its my work killing me. I have never worked in a place where everyone is so down and the atmosphere is just one of resentment and mistrust. I feel deeply stressed and nervous every day about it to the point of sickness, which is making things worse and means even away from work I dwell on it and getting depressed.
I could say a lot about this but I don't really want to into it anymore. They do say either your career is going well or your private life but you will never have both elements going well at the same time (hmm I am sure I am always saying this) but I am surprised how much my depression of the job is seeping into my private life. Double frustrating as there is a way forward in the minor worries. Not really sure how all this is going to pan out either which perhaps makes things worse.
Anyway stay tuned my next entry will be about ghosts.
Anyway, quote of the day to defuse the glumness of this post.
Earl of Sandwich: "Egad sir, I do not know whether you will die on the gallows or of the pox."
John Wilkes: "That will depend, my Lord, on whether I embrace your principles or your mistress."
I could say a lot about this but I don't really want to into it anymore. They do say either your career is going well or your private life but you will never have both elements going well at the same time (hmm I am sure I am always saying this) but I am surprised how much my depression of the job is seeping into my private life. Double frustrating as there is a way forward in the minor worries. Not really sure how all this is going to pan out either which perhaps makes things worse.
Anyway stay tuned my next entry will be about ghosts.
Anyway, quote of the day to defuse the glumness of this post.
Earl of Sandwich: "Egad sir, I do not know whether you will die on the gallows or of the pox."
John Wilkes: "That will depend, my Lord, on whether I embrace your principles or your mistress."