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You know what I miss? I miss it when people wanted to hang out with me. I remember when a buddy or two would randomly stop by, with a movie in their hand saying "Hey, we just found this totally awesome/ freakingly funny movie, can we come in and all watch it?" then we all come in with snackege and sit at the T.V. up in my room and watch the movie. Or when someone was just in town and were able to stob by going where ever they were going just to even say "Hi" or to talk for a couple of minutes. Nobody even comes by anymore. I don't remember the last time someone unexpectedly came by. Maybe they don't care anymore, I know that half my friends don't like me anymore or just don't get along anymore. But I can still miss it. Even getting invited to hang out with people who are already doing something too would be cool. Sometimes it seems I have to make it work to hang out with anyone. I don't know, Im not really complaining. At least its not supposed to sound like it. Its just the summer just started and I can already see how its mostly going to unfold. I wish I still had a bunch of buddys to come over like the good ol' days with out me even knowing. It seemed to mean more when they did that, I don't know, it actually seemed like they wanted too. I've heard when some people were in town who lived out of town, and didn't even stop by, even when they used too. I guess its just how high school friendships work out. Hopefully it won't be how it ends. I guess this is complaining, but all well, what else do I do in livejoural? Well Im doing fine without that happening anyways. Perhaps thats how I am. Well I am going to go clean or draw or sculpt. Until next time, Good bye and good night