Red Light!!! flash, red light...
welcome to that space of empty time when even those who are awake can feel dreams chilling warm summer air. at work, i'm opening with rachel. im outside unchaining chairs and tables and arranging them neatly while rachel sets the radio on some christian country channel with some woman singing about how much she loves life. i figure rachel must love life as well if she can stand to listen to this. i find it ironic that she smokes,she seems too pure to be a smoker. i can see mexicans opening at Kash N' Karry, i feel a bond with them. perhaps they r also thinking "life is not worth waking up at 3:30 for a part time job that seems to consume ur mind even on your days off". i feel light headed, like im about to pass out. i wish i would but i know in a half an hour or so it will have passed. rachel and all the other managers keep asking me if i like my job, every time they do i feel like my mom has just asked me if i like her meatloaf, the answer is no, but i reply "yes". regards for other is civilizations greatest mistake. mind you, the list is long.
money is over rated, i feel like stealing things i dont need or want.