I want a vespa...
So... news to share from the past... how fucking long has it been?
I'm never having sex in August again.
I'm a stupid stupid person who has managed to get pregnant AGAIN!!!
And this one will be born one week before my son's second birthday. How messed up is that??
I'm not planning on keeping it though. The universe seems to be more or less against an abortion in this case, the first one I scheduled couldn't be done because my medicaid hadn't been approved yet, and the re-scheduled one couldn't be done because I was already showing, and imagining that I was feeling the baby move and shit. So. I'll be giving this one away.
Kelley keeps telling me I won't be able to do it. But once I get the ball rolling, I will. I'll find some nice couple that desperately wants a baby and can't have one, and I'll get excited about THEM having a baby. Not ME having a baby. Fuck. I already HAVE a baby. I do not have time, money, energy, or patience to deal with another child.
So. I'm three months pregnant and I already look like a heifer. I mean, I already knew that second pregnancies tend to show sooner than first ones, but FUCK!!! I'M GETTING FAT TOO SOON!!!
And I've become mentally and emotionally retarded. Country songs make me want to start bawling, I cannot seem to add three and five to save my life, and I can't stop eating McDonald's hotcakes.
*sigh*
Will update again eventually...
I'm never having sex in August again.
I'm a stupid stupid person who has managed to get pregnant AGAIN!!!
And this one will be born one week before my son's second birthday. How messed up is that??
I'm not planning on keeping it though. The universe seems to be more or less against an abortion in this case, the first one I scheduled couldn't be done because my medicaid hadn't been approved yet, and the re-scheduled one couldn't be done because I was already showing, and imagining that I was feeling the baby move and shit. So. I'll be giving this one away.
Kelley keeps telling me I won't be able to do it. But once I get the ball rolling, I will. I'll find some nice couple that desperately wants a baby and can't have one, and I'll get excited about THEM having a baby. Not ME having a baby. Fuck. I already HAVE a baby. I do not have time, money, energy, or patience to deal with another child.
So. I'm three months pregnant and I already look like a heifer. I mean, I already knew that second pregnancies tend to show sooner than first ones, but FUCK!!! I'M GETTING FAT TOO SOON!!!
And I've become mentally and emotionally retarded. Country songs make me want to start bawling, I cannot seem to add three and five to save my life, and I can't stop eating McDonald's hotcakes.
*sigh*
Will update again eventually...