"We're all of us acting, all trying so hard to convince others we're less fucked up than we truly are. Some people are just better actors.

"The world is broken, you see, and every person is a sharp but fragile splinter of it."

Bind me in,
Seal me tight,
Choke me down
Into the night.

Little whore,
Wanting more
Than a mere glance
As the sinners dance.

This is the crime,
I admit it's mine,
Taking this chance
With the sinner's dance.

 I want to fill
myself up.

I want to bleed
myself out.

I want to fuck
myself hard.

I want to kill.

This is all
nothing new.

I have too much.

I'm too empty.
And too full.

I need it all.

I want to touch you,
while you touch me.

I want to taste you,
while you taste me.

Fuck you, 
fuck me.

My hand in your cunt,
while yours is in mine.

My hand around your throat,
while yours is around mine.

We are one and the same,
together.

Hurting you is hurting me,
and I want more.

Fuck you, 
fuck me.

You call me a bitch ( Read more... )

I am tied

restrained

bound with leather straps.

If I struggle

they get tighter

and bite me harder.

I would beg

plead

whine

and offer devotions

if I could

(the gag in my mouth

allows only

high

pitched

whimpers)

because the only physical contact

between me

and the object of my undying worship

is a single fingertip

upon my clit.

I could break you,
But I won’t.
I’ll bring you close
to the edge,
dripping with tears and passion.
Melting honey -
Melting wax -
Melt this, you goddamned bitch,
the broken crack you are
every part
I love...

-Rachel