wow.
so nothing makes you feel like a fat ass more then trying to get medical insurance and your rate going up because of your weight. i mean i was so happy today because i lost weight this week (on top of the fact that i was an emotional rollercoaster due to the fact that i lost my job) and it just makes me feel so defeated even though i am doing good and i should be motivated to keep losing, especially if the price of my insurance has to do with five pounds. but just because these things have come up doesn't mean that i have to let them affect me in a negative way, i need to just keep up the motivation and stay focused on my goal. i will succeed.