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[sinkholes]

i've changed my mind about some things. i'm going to apply to college. i wasn't before because i honestly don't think i'm smart enough for some of the educations being offered. but i guess that doesn't mean i'm not smart enough for somewhere. i don't know where yet. i know that i don't want to wake up hating my life just because i am scared. i also know that if i don't get accepted into some of these schools, i am not going to be let down. i don't know if i'm going to go or not or when that is going to happen but i don't want regrets. not like this.

schools i am going to apply to:

- csu san marcos
- sdsu
- ucsd
- ucsf
- ucsanta cruz
- calpoly
- sfsu
- usf