Jul 18, 2007 02:40
Kelsey informs me she wants your ass... in a completely non-sexual way, hah.
Today was a bit better, I never even rolled out of bed til 2:30-ish, then I spent an hour trying to get someone to pick up the phone. We talked for 10 minutes, and it was nice. You're not too happy, that's obvious. And you kinda bit my face off, which I understand. I want you to be better, and it seems you're coming to grips with some of it. I'm surprised, you actually miss your sister. I'm really glad that your situation with her is getting better, I don't really want you two to hate each other.
I brought up the stuff Kelsey told me, and we talked about it. It led only to an awkward silence and a brief period of tension, but it was quickly defused. I dunno, I really miss you. I mean, it's only been since Friday, so in 3 hours it's been 5 days =/. I don't want you to come home before you're ready to you know what I mean? I want you to come home the amazing girl I know you can be...and are :D
I'm trying to plan something for when you come back, I want to try and have all your friends here waiting for you when you get home, like Kelsey, Brit, Katt, and even Tanya. I wanna see how your face would light up to see everyone there, I'm sure you'd be amazed, it'll take some careful planning, and probably alot more money than I actually have, but hey, you'd be worth it. One of the first things I'm doing when you get home is taking you out to eat, so you can have some half-way decent food, where? That's your call.
Tomorrow I work, woo. Hopefully I'll have another job soon, I'm trying. I want so hard for that apartment to work out for all of us, but right now Lowe's is shafting Tom and I massive hard, my man only has 11 hours next week. GG. Again, I've picked up a few side jobs to attempt to cover the costs of my general lifestyle. On another positive note, my sister is almost completely moved out, she started packing the majority of stuff, I feel bad though, it's weird. Like, she really thinks we're all moving out, when in reality it's just her, but she doesn't know yet. Mom and Sharon said you're allowed to crash here for as long as you need to or want to, so maybe you'll be here more often. They said they'll try and help you find a job if you want, and I can talk to my managers at Lowe's and probably shimmy you in as a cashier or something if you really wanted to, I mean, they only hire girls they think are hot anyways, that means you'd be able to breeze through the interview :D
It's 3:30am, and I'm not even remotely tired, but I'm going to cut my writing short and watch RENT on in-demand again just to think of you. I love you Karly, have a good night.