+ I'm in love with you people! +
omg.i'm sooooo happy right now.I just had the best phone call EVER.
Mel: "So are you ok now"
Me: "Eh..i guess.Still a little down.Cheer me up."
Mel: "Oh yea...haha cuz we're best friends now right? Now we can talk about anything!"
Me: "Hahaha yea"
Mel: "Well,what's on your mind right now?"
Me: "Nobody likes me. I'm serious. You should get away while you can. I scare everyone off."
Mel: "Says who?"
Me: "People...and myself."
Mel: "Well...would it cheer you up if i told you i liked you?"
Me: "Wait...what?"
Mel: "Haha...i shouldn't have told you that."
Me: "Noooo! What?"
Mel: "I like you a lot."
Me: "No you don't"
Mel: "Haha yes i do. How much do you want to bet. You're the most kick ass girl i know."
Me: "You don't want to say that."
Mel: "Yes i do. I know what i'm saying."
Me: "No you don't because you'll regret it. Every guy that likes me i scare off."
Mel: "I think you're fucking awesome,scary or not,and i'm honored that you call me your best friend. I just happen to like you a lot secretly."
Me: "It's not secret anymore!"
Mel: "Haha...um...whoops. Oh well."
Me: "Well...i'm glad you told me. Because I kind of/sort of like you too!"
Mel: "Oh,you just made me so happy. I'm blushing."
Me: "Hahaha me too. Loser. Let's be losers together."
::Sigh:: that just made every little horrible thing in life...feel like heaven.
i.fucking.love.you.mel.
And i don't wanna lose this one. 'm sick of being a bitch and schitzo. I can't help it because it's all chemically and blood caused...but i'm trying my best.
This is a dream come true. For years i've always wanted to date a best friend.
Anyway..... *Attencion Attencion!*(sp)....Me and Serina are hanging out tomorrow so watch out because together we're UNDESTROYABLE!!!!!
Hey Serina, thanks for talking to me and making me feel like i was actually..well...a person.You really made me feel like i knew what i was talking about.Thanks.
heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart.
And thanks to Miriam, Miles, and Iron Davy Flint(Jake) for cheerin me up. You guys all actually made me feel.....not-stupid. Great grammar huh?
Especially Davy(Jake)....you are so fucking loved by me. Such a great new friend. Thank you so much. you fucking rock.::bear hug::...and i DONT do hugs.But you deserve one BIG TIME.
and a heart...
<3
i'm feeling better now. Please don't bring me down. Please. It took a few talks to get this high and i don't feel like moping around the house again. So please, if you're just gunna comment withs omething mean,just save it for later. Just not now.Please and thank you.
<3 Sara
Mel: "So are you ok now"
Me: "Eh..i guess.Still a little down.Cheer me up."
Mel: "Oh yea...haha cuz we're best friends now right? Now we can talk about anything!"
Me: "Hahaha yea"
Mel: "Well,what's on your mind right now?"
Me: "Nobody likes me. I'm serious. You should get away while you can. I scare everyone off."
Mel: "Says who?"
Me: "People...and myself."
Mel: "Well...would it cheer you up if i told you i liked you?"
Me: "Wait...what?"
Mel: "Haha...i shouldn't have told you that."
Me: "Noooo! What?"
Mel: "I like you a lot."
Me: "No you don't"
Mel: "Haha yes i do. How much do you want to bet. You're the most kick ass girl i know."
Me: "You don't want to say that."
Mel: "Yes i do. I know what i'm saying."
Me: "No you don't because you'll regret it. Every guy that likes me i scare off."
Mel: "I think you're fucking awesome,scary or not,and i'm honored that you call me your best friend. I just happen to like you a lot secretly."
Me: "It's not secret anymore!"
Mel: "Haha...um...whoops. Oh well."
Me: "Well...i'm glad you told me. Because I kind of/sort of like you too!"
Mel: "Oh,you just made me so happy. I'm blushing."
Me: "Hahaha me too. Loser. Let's be losers together."
::Sigh:: that just made every little horrible thing in life...feel like heaven.
i.fucking.love.you.mel.
And i don't wanna lose this one. 'm sick of being a bitch and schitzo. I can't help it because it's all chemically and blood caused...but i'm trying my best.
This is a dream come true. For years i've always wanted to date a best friend.
Anyway..... *Attencion Attencion!*(sp)....Me and Serina are hanging out tomorrow so watch out because together we're UNDESTROYABLE!!!!!
Hey Serina, thanks for talking to me and making me feel like i was actually..well...a person.You really made me feel like i knew what i was talking about.Thanks.
heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart.
And thanks to Miriam, Miles, and Iron Davy Flint(Jake) for cheerin me up. You guys all actually made me feel.....not-stupid. Great grammar huh?
Especially Davy(Jake)....you are so fucking loved by me. Such a great new friend. Thank you so much. you fucking rock.::bear hug::...and i DONT do hugs.But you deserve one BIG TIME.
and a heart...
<3
i'm feeling better now. Please don't bring me down. Please. It took a few talks to get this high and i don't feel like moping around the house again. So please, if you're just gunna comment withs omething mean,just save it for later. Just not now.Please and thank you.
<3 Sara