Jul 17, 2003 18:28
Today fucking sucks.
It's my brother's birthday and i can't even put a smile on my fucking face and i didnt watch him open my present.i just ignored him and now he's mad at me.
I hate being sad becaue it affects everyone around me.
So ya know what....i'll clear something up for everyone....right here right now...
Tyler is right. Hm,sorry if i made him sound like the bad guy. He didn't do anything wrong. Just ask him. It was all me. If you're thinking about being my friend, don't. because i'm fucking paranoid and i have multiple personalities that interrupt eachother all the time.I don't know what else to say. Ok Tyler, here's you're apology. Like i always apologize.I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh no,that just won't do. I'm sincerely sorry,and here, i barfed up some abdominal goodies just to show how sorry i am. Gee,i hope that puts a fake smile on your face even though i very well know it didn't. And just to show you how apologetic i am...here is your wish, Tyler James Smith,i shall no longer be your friend. There,you're set free. You don't have to deal with my bullshit anymore.
Let's all throw a party. Except i'm not invited. But let me know how it goes. This must be quite exciting for you Tyler, so i'm extremely happy for you. And i mean that from the bottom of whatever i could find at my heart. I truely am sorry, because two days ago angry Sara took charge, an another Sara just kicked in. And i'm just now beginning to see what i did wrong. So,yes,i am sorry. But i do wish the best for you in the future.
Have a very,very,very nice life. ::shakes hand:: Well,i'm off. I suppose you can tell people you don't know me now.
Bye everyone.Have a wonderful day.
Cheers
p.s. i know you can't see it,but this really fucking hurts.