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Life is crazy right now. Mostly good though. I started a Colon Clease to flush my system and I now also only eat Organic food. It has, overall, made me feel fantastic. No stomach pains. No more acid reflex. And 20lbs lighter, to boot.
I tried working a 'normal' job again. It stressed me out so bad that I would pull muscles in my neck. And of course, flip out in pain. That job ended very quickly. I honeslty need to stop trying to be things that just don't work for me. So intead, I am relaxing. We got to go up on stage at PFSU and accept that our paper stating that we have passed our courses, last night. Totally amped me up. Made me realize that if I put the 40 hours I do into my job, into my business, I would make the same OR more and be less stressed. And over time, it will come easy and same with the moola. Besides, another season at Mount Seymour starts in 2 months and I love working there. I really like my life right now.
I have also decided that as much as I would like my own place, to turn down my parents. I am trying to please them again. I really wouldn't be happy in Powell River. I would go crazy actully. Hate it. Then hate them. And right now I am all about eating well, being happy and stress free.
Oddly enough, with my new licence I am able to help out a friend. Kirsten of all people. Going to go there and do an FNA on her. Should be fun. I may do a site with her. She's not really the motivated type. I am not going to stress over it. If things happen they do. If not, then whatev. I litterly can't fuction when I am stressed so i need to cut my losses and do things differently. I like who I am lately. A lot of that is because I am eating better. And working on things that bug me, such as my weight. 20lbs is a lot of weight and I am very proud of it. 30lbs more and I will be happy. Sounds like a lt.. 50lbs total. Really isn't. I lost 20lbs and only dropped 1.5 dress sizes. Besides, i carry my weight welll. in the end, I want to weigh a healthy 150lbs. That's right, I weighed almost 200lbs. Most people are shocked when they hear that. I just got away with it.
Also. I have made up my mind. I am moving to Aussy at the end of April 2008. For 6-7 months of living/working over there. I need to get out of my comfort zone. I need to do something a little scary and tottally extreme. For me anyhow.
My life thus far.