Alone

[sinisteralexiel]

Rune been avoiding me for a few days.. and I dont think she wants
to come back.. im so depressed I didnt even show up on palace.
I just did nothin all day but work on a video im subtitling.
A friend invited me to palace.. and then Aiyame wore an av
that Rune normally wears.. and it depressed me even more.
What am..I to do..I dont trust anything anymore. Even
if she to return to me now.. I will never be the same
anymore. my pain never really heals. Cause I still
remember it all. But this time its so much im numb
I cant even shed another tear. I didnt want to be
alone..but now I want to be left alone. But.. it
will just be hell again.. she was the only person
who called me and spoke to me all this time.
In my heart she was special to me and a paradise
for me to be with to forget about everything
and to only think things will be okay.