Crying..

Apr 23, 2004 19:03

Shin Kyo Kyo: hey im back ^^
Shin Kyo Kyo: *pounce and hugs*
Ayame1431: hey *hugs*
Shin Kyo Kyo: you must of been busy yesterday...
Shin Kyo Kyo: *pins you against the wall and kisses you very passionately*
Ayame1431: no...just reading.....Mmmm *holds you close and kisses back*
Shin Kyo Kyo: *tickles the side of your stomach*
Shin Kyo Kyo: you read alot ^^
Shin Kyo Kyo: *kiss*
Ayame1431: I like to learn...thus knowing more..as it seems I know more then most.
Shin Kyo Kyo: hehe..shut up and kiss me
Ayame1431: and if I dont?
Shin Kyo Kyo: *blink*
Shin Kyo Kyo: I'll cry like a baby and scream WHY!!
Ayame1431: *watches and waits*
Shin Kyo Kyo: *sigh* WHY! WONT YOU KISS ME!! WHY! *DROPS TO HIS KNEE'S AND KISSES YOUR FEET*
Ayame1431: *giggles and kisses your lips* silly...
Shin Kyo Kyo: mmm...
Shin Kyo Kyo: you seem busy..what your doing hon?
Ayame1431: reading...lmao
Ayame1431: how was work?
Shin Kyo Kyo: boring
Ayame1431: ok O.o
Ayame1431: night...im going to bed *hugs and kisses*
Shin Kyo Kyo: *snuggles up against you*
Shin Kyo Kyo: nooo!
Shin Kyo Kyo: argh...
Shin Kyo Kyo: >.<
Shin Kyo Kyo: *sigh*
Ayame1431: sorry....but none of this feels right...I want to be alone
Shin Kyo Kyo: feel right?
Shin Kyo Kyo: why...
Shin Kyo Kyo: why your suddenly like this?
Ayame1431: its a feeling I have...
Shin Kyo Kyo: feeling...
Ayame1431: rising up from deep...
Shin Kyo Kyo: you know...I thought you..come back yesterday.. and I ended up staying late..waiting..agian...
Ayame1431: sorry...you should know that if im not on by 11pm I wont be on
Shin Kyo Kyo: *sigh*
Shin Kyo Kyo: things just arent the same anymore...
Ayame1431: I dont know why I feel like this...its like staring at a blank wall thinking nothing
Ayame1431: I very well know they are not the same anymore...ive told you this before
Shin Kyo Kyo: ya..well it hurts...ok..it hurts alot..I cried..yesterday..and the day before...
Ayame1431: stop CRYING over me...Im not worth it..none of this is
Shin Kyo Kyo: maybe it should be me trying to protect my feelings..
Ayame1431: I will continue to protect myself for months to come...I dout you will
Shin Kyo Kyo: -_-
Shin Kyo Kyo: go...
Ayame1431: ...I wont be back this time...ever...good bye love
Shin Kyo Kyo: I dont even know..what your doing..there..
Shin Kyo Kyo: maybe you found someone..
Shin Kyo Kyo: IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT THEN FINE
Ayame1431: THATS A LIE!
Ayame1431: YOUR A LIE AND ALL YOU SAY ARE LIES AND I WILL NEVER GET PAST THAT
Shin Kyo Kyo: I cant..believe..I was just look at something..that was..false..
Ayame1431: your the one whos false...none of this was my fault
Shin Kyo Kyo: What the hell did I do.. that was wrong?
Shin Kyo Kyo: what I do...
Shin Kyo Kyo: argh...
Ayame1431: you sined
Shin Kyo Kyo: OMFG..I CANT EVEN DO THIS THE RIGHT WAY..
Shin Kyo Kyo: I sinned?
Ayame1431: yes
Shin Kyo Kyo: er...?
Shin Kyo Kyo: what you talking about?
Ayame1431: get angry...it does not matter...but if I stay we can only hate one another
Ayame1431: no dout you hate me now...
Shin Kyo Kyo: how could I hate the person I fell in love with -_-
Ayame1431: you have loved before...im sure its the same feeling
Ayame1431: then you hate them afterwards
Shin Kyo Kyo: Rune...why are you doing this...
Shin Kyo Kyo: Did...I make you feel unappreciated?
Ayame1431: because I think alot...of what a future would be like with you....I dont think im all that...but...I live to learn...nature,history,read...ect...you like games and anime. what else do I know..is there more to you...I just seem so out of place in this realationship its hard to bare
Shin Kyo Kyo: I like to dance.. speak japanese...
Shin Kyo Kyo: games..arent..really..that much fun..to me anymore...I had..more of a interest..in you more..then anything else..
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