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hello cymbalta, please please please don't turn my world upside down. I'm overwhelmed, and that's an understatement. Went to the dr :( I knew I wasn't ready but I took the bull by the horns, I did some bloodwork, and was put on a new medicine in the matter of an hour. It's a lot to deal with. I told myself I'd never ever take pills again, and look at me, going against everything I stood so firmly against. So naturally I don't know how to feel, I'm just kind of giving it a chance, that's all I can do, if it effs me up I'll wean myself off of it and it'll take another year to get back to normal again, I'm like tripping hard about it. I don't know why it's such a big deal to me, but it really really affected me and fucked me up, so It's really something totally out of character for me to me doing all this, especially in the same day. I went to the doctor again and that was a feat all in itself, but the pills thing, I was never expecting, and I'm just I just don't know how to feel.