I need to stop drinking.
It's not fun anymore.

GD I have issues....
wtf this isnt normal.

“I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

Future VERY FAR AWAY FUTURE child names that I love
Phoenix
Ailana
Cede
Flynn
Heath
Sophia
Lily
Celia
Skyler
Luella

my head is just stirring.
I need my own space. But I don't have it. Times are so hard, I just need to keep on going.

sometimes I wish he'd notice when I wasn't able to sleep and wake up too, instead of telling me to keep the noise down while I waste time painting my nails. Sometimes I wish he'd get up at least and ask me if I'm okay or need anything. But my biggest wish, is that he'd get up and say let's go, and we'd get breakfast and watch the sunrise and ( Read more... )

I need to calm my brain down, I cant be everything to everyone....

Let me Know- yeah yeah yeahs ( Read more... )

& people wonder why I'm so quiet, because no one cares to pay attention to a damn thing I say.

it's so weird how we used to have so much fun just sitting and goofing around in my room every weekend, and now I can't even have fun with you when we go out to a party or club ( Read more... )