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so I'm going to take out a loan. I don't know how, or if I can with my moms credit, or if I can because my sisters already done it with my moms credit and is buried under student loans right now (she went to a REAALLY expensive school). I didn't want to put that pressure on my mom because she only makes 18,000$ a year as a single parent taking care of 4 children, but I think I'll be able to pay it back with Financial aid in the fall, and still hopefully be able to cover the other expenses then too (books, transportation, living expenses, etc). This is a huge leap of faith, I'm going to continue to work, even though It's like hell on my body, who cares I have a dr's appt in february. And beau just got this amazing job making 30,000$ a year with great benefits and a free car, free insurance, free gas. So I am going to be okay. I am going to keep trying, I am going to be successful, mark my words. I'm gonna kick ass one day.