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I wish I had better doctor's experiences, so maybe i'd actually go back like I should. But from my experience during this whole ordeal, I hate them. They look at my age, and my outward appearance, and they write me off before I even say anything. They don't try or do tests (and when they actually do I never see the results?!). Since these pains started to get worse over the last 3 years, I've been blood tested twice, that's it the only tests ever done on me over idk how many appointments. The first time the test was positive for a condition like lupus, the second time at the rheumatologist just so happened to never fax them over to my home doctor's office, and we got the run around, yet I still had to pay the 300$. And every other doctor I've seen since then have told me without an examination of any kind, that they think I'm a liar, or depressed, or just stressed out and that's only because I end up breaking down in the office because fucking no one fucking believes me, my ass can't even walk up a few stairs without help and you don't think a fucking thing is wrong with me? You can't do any kind of test?! bullshit, and fuck you.
I'd rather die of whatever the fuck I have not knowing than go back to a doctor's office again, bastards don't give a fucking shit.
I'd rather die of whatever the fuck I have not knowing than go back to a doctor's office again, bastards don't give a fucking shit.