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I need to find a good doctor to go to find out what's plaguing me. I need to go to an office that shows compassion, and does more than diagnose me on some paper work and blood test. I need to know without a shadow of a doubt what exactly is going on with my body, and so far I am still skeptical. I'd rather be overly worried about my health, than let it hit me somewhere down the line with some serious disease that I can no longer control. I don't want to test positive on an RA test again, and then them tell me it's probably a false positive but then not test me again to make sure. If I have an inflammatory condition/ autoimmune disease I think I deserve to know about it, instead of doctor's just telling me I'm young without caring enough to do tests. I don't go to the doctor to get talked to, I want test's done, I mean I was never x-rayed not even once. Yet they jumped to say I had fibro, and just put me on a shit ton of meds that worsened my symptoms and made me so depressed I prayed for death everyday, I was hurting so bad I would rather die and do that to my family than to suffer any more. I seem to know what's best for me better than a doctor does seeing as I stopped taking all those meds on whim and even though I still hurt, it's not nearly as bad as when I was on the meds, and I am no longer depressed to the point of crazy. But I am hurting enough for it to affect my daily life. I need a good doctor, which would probably be a miracle in this town.