Oh God...
what have I done?

I don't know how much longer I can go through this.

I've been working my ass off lately, 40+ hours a week, and I've really started to miss everyone.
That in turn, got me thinking of how I'll be come September.

I know you'll say we'll stay in touch and still be friends, but we'll never be closer than we are right now.
And it breaks my heart every time I think of it.

I don't say it enough,
but I love you ( Read more... )

I have to pay $40 for a book I've never even opened, and honestly don't know the full title of.
Bullshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit school!
I'm too poor for this.
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I've got to go tear apart my closet to save myself from this terrible fate.
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Two things:

1. People are fucking morons.
2. I love Philip DeFranco.
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 No, it's not porn. Sorry.

In case you're interested in laughing at idiots:
the $2,000,000 baby.

I'm getting tired of all this.

I need to tell you, because it won't fix itself-
but I'm scared.

You need to understand I can't live like this forever.
And time is running out...

But I promise I'm not leaving.
I don't think I ever could

Because no matter what I love you; and I'm not that masochistic.

 "...I guess that's all the advice I can really give you."
"You're not the first one to tell me that..."
"Hopefully I'll be the last."
"Thank you, I really do appreciate it. And I know I've said that like, 9 times- but I do. I appreciate that you care. "
"But you aren't going to listen to any of it...are you?"
"Honestly, I just.....can't.

I'm sorry you' ( Read more... )

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I had a dream about him last night.
A nice one.

Damn it.

So it turns out that my already autistic-ADD nephew was hit by a car ( Read more... )

And so concludes one of the shittiest weeks of my life.

I pray this week is better,
though it doesn't look promising.