Blessed
I figured I'd update... why, I dunno b/c no one ever uses this thing anymore. But I'm going to. MY last message was pretty negative and pessimistic, but since I've realized I have everything to be happy about. I'm so blessed. I have the people in my life who really get me through and really care. I have a fear of abandonment, there's no denying that... no matter how much ppl prove they'll stick around. I'm always scared to lose them. I think I've finally realized that God puts ppl in my life for a reason. He puts them at that point in my life to get me through and for me to get them through. I used to be scared to bring people into my life with the fear they'd leave. Now I know that I can meet people who really will be there, through thick and thin. I don't just have one person to count on. I have a few. I'm so blessed. I used to never look at life the way I do now. I'm so blessed.