Apr 27, 2007 23:24
I got fired from starbucks. I wouldn'tve been so hurt by it.. if it was something everyone does... I rang something up on someone else's til... my does did hate me though, and I knew he was looking for any reason to fire me. so he found it. I wish it would've been after I get off house arrest though... cause if I dont get a job tomorrow I gotta go to jail... work was my only excuse to stay out. so fuck... my p.o. set me up to go to a job fair though... which was nice. he didn't have to help me out, but he is. <3 him.
Anyways... I miss Jarin... he gets out in 2 and a half weeks. I'm excited... as long as I dont end up in jail. I miss him soooooooooooooo much. mmmmm...
So Tony from my work and I got along REALLY REALLY well and everything was gravy. we had easy conversation and had this amazing conncetion like we'be known each other for yeeeeeeears. and then suddenly I hear from people at my work that he is bragging about how he can get any girl to believe anything he wants. and he can get anything he wants from any girl, and he is just out to play me and another coworker. so I'm like eff man... and then he comes to the place we all work together (idiot) with the other coworker, and they are there mmmm 3 hours, and leave 5 minutes before I start. ugh. then I text him saying "I need to talk to you. call me please :-D" and he doesn't all day. so I see him on myspace 7 hours later and I'm like "busy day" and he's like "yea spent a hard day at work, rushed over to my brother's baseball game, and then ran a few errands" and it was like wow... so I'm like whatever man, I'm done with this shit. and then later I find out that earlier in the morning he was there with ANOTHER girl, so it was like... nice...
and then I was like "we gotta work together, lets just forget about it" but he refuses... and stops talking to me totally. even during our 5 hour shift together. ignores me, blows me off. *sigh* oh well... Jarin gets out soon.
Jarin gets out soon
Then we can be together.
and be happy.
forever
:-D
I have interviews and such tomorrow. night <3<3<3
loves it