Sequence of events
Everything major that has happened lately in order: EVERYTHING
May 30th, Shane asks me out... I say yes
June 15th, Shane meets my family (Mom, Dad, Gayle, Grandparents)
June 19th, Shane breaks up with me... then 4 hours later we get back together but only "seeing each other" because it's summer... a time for fun!
June 21st, I ask Shane to come over, he says yea. I need to be home by 12, he says he'll go at 12:30 I say I dont want to wait. he says too bad. I break up with him. I go home and cut myself... Deanna and Thea come over and take care of me. Brad finds out and gets REAL mad
June 22nd, Brent calls me over to his house... I go... we have sex... That night Shane asks me out again I say yea. Shane spends the night
June 23rd, Shane says he didnt know brent and I hooked up... he calls me a skank, we break up again, I throw his smokes in the pool. hah. then I feel really bad and buy him a new pack... I give it to Brad to give to him. Brad says he doesn't hate me, he just has to think.
We break up a lot. We hurt each other a lot... but we still want to be together, whats wrong with us? I love being with him when we are being nice to each other. I shouldn't have hooked up with Brent though. That was effed. hooking up with your one of you ex's best friends the day after you break up. yea that was effed. and not just hooking up... sleeping together... yea... I hope me and Shane work this out and get back to how we were... before... I hate being upset over a boy. we'll see. No more rebounds... they get me in trouble. damn it.
~*~Mandy~*~
May 30th, Shane asks me out... I say yes
June 15th, Shane meets my family (Mom, Dad, Gayle, Grandparents)
June 19th, Shane breaks up with me... then 4 hours later we get back together but only "seeing each other" because it's summer... a time for fun!
June 21st, I ask Shane to come over, he says yea. I need to be home by 12, he says he'll go at 12:30 I say I dont want to wait. he says too bad. I break up with him. I go home and cut myself... Deanna and Thea come over and take care of me. Brad finds out and gets REAL mad
June 22nd, Brent calls me over to his house... I go... we have sex... That night Shane asks me out again I say yea. Shane spends the night
June 23rd, Shane says he didnt know brent and I hooked up... he calls me a skank, we break up again, I throw his smokes in the pool. hah. then I feel really bad and buy him a new pack... I give it to Brad to give to him. Brad says he doesn't hate me, he just has to think.
We break up a lot. We hurt each other a lot... but we still want to be together, whats wrong with us? I love being with him when we are being nice to each other. I shouldn't have hooked up with Brent though. That was effed. hooking up with your one of you ex's best friends the day after you break up. yea that was effed. and not just hooking up... sleeping together... yea... I hope me and Shane work this out and get back to how we were... before... I hate being upset over a boy. we'll see. No more rebounds... they get me in trouble. damn it.
~*~Mandy~*~