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it has been brought to my attention that i havent written in here in OH SO LONG....sorry, ive been making sweet love to my real little black book i write in so yes..ive been writing around on you!! muahah!
hott daymn alot has happened since i last spoke with you...ive been working at bed bath and beyond still...hey it pays i shouldnt complain. and whenever the chance arises i see my dear friends..yes i have more than one. most possibly the biggest excitement that i have had this summer is going to dops with andrew and his friends (whenever they decide to show). feeding the inner nerd in me is fantastic.
donnie came to visit a few weeks ago..i can just say that i think i kno how to handle a person who doesnt take no for an answer.
its two days and a month until i move back into grand valley. i cannot wait..and it only seems longer every time someone asks me when i move back. i find it quite humerous tho, almost eveyone at work thinks i go to ferris...i have NO IDEA where thy pick that one up from. just the thought of having my own apartment without having to worry about anyone else is just fucking awesome. i can come and go as i please and listen to whatever the fuck music i want.
i went to IKEA with my mom about two weeks ago. wow that store is fucking awesome. i must say, if anyone has a chance to check one out DO IT. its like a museum of rooms that you choose from to purchase thigns from. they set up examples of bedrooms, kitchens, and living rooms with their merchandise and everything is labeled well enough that you can find it. its a swedish store, apparently roaringly popular in europe. but when we went it was jammed. ive heard that people travel great distances just to get to the store. the closest one that we have is in canton. about a half hour away. the store was so confident about business that they paid to repave the street in front of the srore and put in a MASSIVE parking lot. above everything, the prices are phenomenal. my friend is sharing a condo with his brother in ann arbor decked out their whole condo in IKEA furniture. the store is so huge it even has its own restaraunt and small grocery store.
this one has had it a long time comming
if my ex bf ever reads this i hope that he knos i mean everything with sincerity and honesty. i dont kno how much youll listen to me in person as the physical being standing in front of you so ill try a small amount of it over the internet. im sorry that things turned out the way that they did. i really didnt want it to be like that. the only reason the i pushed you away was becuase if you held onto me you wouldnt be able to let go of the relationship in a healthy manner. yes i am aware of your living situation over the course of the summer and for understanding sake, i havent had the most killer summer in my life. ive had my highs and lows, but all you can do is hold onto those highs because if you dwell on the lows, youre just goint to get yourself in shit. i hope that we can work things out when we get back to school. but if you see everything and anything from here on dead between us, ill respect that.
but yeeeeeeeesssss i have been attempting to draw on my own over the summer and soooo far i have begun a small project with pen and ink on illustration board. im hoping to at least get the three characters finished good enough so that i can hang it up when i get back..im nervous about trying to do a background. since i want to put in a curved staircase (center character is standing at the bottom of it) but since its arcitecture, im kinda worried about the measurements. i got inspired for it from reading the manga 'bizenghast' and the one (sadly) H.R. Giger book i have. i think its turning out pretty well, for being somthing on my own without teacher direction. i suppose the pile of monster and movie making books (jurassic park, ghostbusters, ect.) piled on my floor arent really the best sight.
this is a really random entry...went to the pool the other day, had fun, tanned, read, drew, rocked it out to music, twas a good time...
but yes im off to either attempt my math, draw, be lazy or just me....yay
see you, space cowboy
hott daymn alot has happened since i last spoke with you...ive been working at bed bath and beyond still...hey it pays i shouldnt complain. and whenever the chance arises i see my dear friends..yes i have more than one. most possibly the biggest excitement that i have had this summer is going to dops with andrew and his friends (whenever they decide to show). feeding the inner nerd in me is fantastic.
donnie came to visit a few weeks ago..i can just say that i think i kno how to handle a person who doesnt take no for an answer.
its two days and a month until i move back into grand valley. i cannot wait..and it only seems longer every time someone asks me when i move back. i find it quite humerous tho, almost eveyone at work thinks i go to ferris...i have NO IDEA where thy pick that one up from. just the thought of having my own apartment without having to worry about anyone else is just fucking awesome. i can come and go as i please and listen to whatever the fuck music i want.
i went to IKEA with my mom about two weeks ago. wow that store is fucking awesome. i must say, if anyone has a chance to check one out DO IT. its like a museum of rooms that you choose from to purchase thigns from. they set up examples of bedrooms, kitchens, and living rooms with their merchandise and everything is labeled well enough that you can find it. its a swedish store, apparently roaringly popular in europe. but when we went it was jammed. ive heard that people travel great distances just to get to the store. the closest one that we have is in canton. about a half hour away. the store was so confident about business that they paid to repave the street in front of the srore and put in a MASSIVE parking lot. above everything, the prices are phenomenal. my friend is sharing a condo with his brother in ann arbor decked out their whole condo in IKEA furniture. the store is so huge it even has its own restaraunt and small grocery store.
this one has had it a long time comming
if my ex bf ever reads this i hope that he knos i mean everything with sincerity and honesty. i dont kno how much youll listen to me in person as the physical being standing in front of you so ill try a small amount of it over the internet. im sorry that things turned out the way that they did. i really didnt want it to be like that. the only reason the i pushed you away was becuase if you held onto me you wouldnt be able to let go of the relationship in a healthy manner. yes i am aware of your living situation over the course of the summer and for understanding sake, i havent had the most killer summer in my life. ive had my highs and lows, but all you can do is hold onto those highs because if you dwell on the lows, youre just goint to get yourself in shit. i hope that we can work things out when we get back to school. but if you see everything and anything from here on dead between us, ill respect that.
but yeeeeeeeesssss i have been attempting to draw on my own over the summer and soooo far i have begun a small project with pen and ink on illustration board. im hoping to at least get the three characters finished good enough so that i can hang it up when i get back..im nervous about trying to do a background. since i want to put in a curved staircase (center character is standing at the bottom of it) but since its arcitecture, im kinda worried about the measurements. i got inspired for it from reading the manga 'bizenghast' and the one (sadly) H.R. Giger book i have. i think its turning out pretty well, for being somthing on my own without teacher direction. i suppose the pile of monster and movie making books (jurassic park, ghostbusters, ect.) piled on my floor arent really the best sight.
this is a really random entry...went to the pool the other day, had fun, tanned, read, drew, rocked it out to music, twas a good time...
but yes im off to either attempt my math, draw, be lazy or just me....yay
see you, space cowboy