Flexeril (and maybe pain) causes my thoughts to be disjointed. It also, however, lends a strange and impactual clarity to my way of thinking. Thoughts are more succinct, heavier and sharper. Some are unsupported. Many sound like confessions. All of them are my thoughts, yet somehow I never thought them so... simply ( Read more... )

      adf is lovebrought to you by the isLove GeneratorAwww. How appropriate in light of the paper I just wrote about Skip ( Read more... )

Poll Adventures in ADF

I had a really angry dream this morning in which I finally snapped at somebody and yelled, "You know what? FUCK YOU!"

Amusingly, I was at a huge ADF conference gathered in a convention center somewhere, and all sorts of people like Skip and Kirk and Bonewits heard me do this. Most people awkwardly pretended to ignore it, but Bonewitz winked at me

Tonight for the first night in weeks there is nothing I have to do. Oh, my kitchen needs a good cleaning, I should clear Michaela's room, and there's DP work to be finished, but I'm letting my productivity slow down for a little while. Or at least, I have finally become too tired to continue to fuel the fire. :P ( Read more... )

"Believe... believe in me...
Believe, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
And we're not the same, we're different tonight, tonight
Tonight, so bright... tonight..."Summerlands was not a great festival for me. I immediately got sick and ended up losing my five sips of sacred Warrior's mead, which sadly was never replaced (I ( Read more... )

In a little while I am going to Greenlawn Cemetery to do a presentation on Druidry. I'm sure it will be lots of fun and it's beautiful weather and I love the chance to talk to new people, but damn if I'm not starting to get a couple of butterflies bouncing in my tummy ( Read more... )

I came home from Wellspring with muddy feet, a sun-freckled face, and a new-found smile. Suddenly my world was a more interesting place, more friendly, more magical, just a bit more complex. I came to understand a few things at Wellspring. I'm not sure what they were, to be brightly honest, but I can see in my reflection that my eyes are more ( Read more... )

Realizing I was too unexpectedly bent out of shape to do any homework, I decided to finally pop in the DP meditation CD I bought from Ian at Trillium. I am extremely pleased to have purchased it despite his modest disclaimer that it's still a trial run.

The one good thing that has come of my meditation failures is a strong sense of what doesn't ( Read more... )

Last night in a freak coincidence Weifei lost power in her alarm clock and computer station. She did not lose power in her lights or any other outlets in her room -- just the one connected to our router. The circuit breaker does not affect it and we have no idea why this happened. What we do know is that our wireless internet is down and we fail to ( Read more... )