Oct 18, 2009 02:49
This is the "Ten things you've wanted to say to some people but can't, or won't" meme that's been making the rounds again. I didn't do it before, so I am going to do it now :D. I'm not tagging anyone because it's up to you whether or not you want to do it. Comments aren't screened, so you can guess or respond in some way, but it'll be seen. :P
1. I love you...truly I do. I think you are amazing...but honey...talk about someone other than yourself and how great you are. I know you mean well, but you do NOT have the answers for everything.
2. I am afraid the pull is getting strong to fall back into your old patterns...but I will NOT do it this time. I will always love you, but your manipulation powers over me are too strong...we are toxic to one another...and it blows.
3. I wish I knew you better...despite the "community's outlook" on either of us, I feel as though we would have been great friends.
4. I miss you every goddamn day, but what is done is done, and maybe in the end it is for the better. Don't fuck this up....you got a good thing going. Remember its that time of year...you'll get through and the sun will come back out. Remember that no matter what...I am always here for you...even if from a distance.
5. I'm jealous. I won't even lie....I miss him....and all he seems to care about if you. I know that sounds childish...but damn it...I miss him.
6. One of these days you will grow up, open your eyes, and realize everything you left behind...all to be with someone who will ultimately destroy you....I so hope I am wrong. p.s. I love you....unconditionally.
7. There is a sense of kindred spirits with you....always has been. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming...hehe.
8. No one will ever love me like you...and vice versa, but in our case...maybe that is a good thing.
9. Love is blind...
10. You were once my hero...but then I started to realize that even you put conditions on love...what a let down. Sorry I didn't grow fast enough for your liking....I am just working on my time...not anyone else's.