self pity and bitterness... you deserve your fuckin misery!
let's see where to start... last night was a fucking blast! more or less. me and sam went to a party and fuckin got right! we seriously were the life of the party! it fuckin rocked. it's that kinda shit that makes you feel hot and fuckin good as hell! well first there was this really old guy like GROPED me! lol wtf. but then once sam and i got on the dance floor, they came fuckin flockin! i was like "that's right bitch. YOU come to ME." this one guy told me i was a dime and i didn't know what that meant until sam told in the car ride home! that's right, i'm a fuckin 10! it feels good knowing ppl think that about ya, ya kno? then as the night progressed... it got fuckin worse and worse with a slight intermission of sam's ma being HIL-AR-IOUS! "Header Carpentero!" hahahaha! that shit was great. i fuckin feel good right now. even with the shit that went down last night/early morning. FUCK THAT! sam and i didn't go to see the Dalai Lama or NY because our lazy asses slept! i think we're gonna go out in our pj's and get breakfast...
i'm excited. it beats any other plans i had for today. some ppl are just assholes and i feel really happy that i finally realized that you can't change ppl. Regardless of what you think of them, unless they think it, they'll never change. i just found out last night that I'M the reason why some one's life is "so fucked up"... you're an ass.. can i just say that? your decisions were your decisions and i didn't make them for you. so stop pushin the blame on some one else. deal with your fuckin issues instead of run from them. but what do i know, right? apparently a helluva lot more than you. cuz honestly, you will be replaced. any regrets i had about what happened... GONE! cuz you're a nice person, but you're too much fuckin drama. you are the epitome of high school drama! that makes me laugh. A lot. HIGH MAINTAINANCE does not even BEGIN to desribe you. so you go ahead and you dwell in you self-absorbed pity and keep being what ppl think of you and not who you are...i'm sure that won't be too hard to pull off, mr. actor. and while you're doin that, i'm gonna give you a straight up FUCK YOU!
and i hope that you are happy
i hope at least you are having fun
'cuz everyone is a fucking napoleon
yeah everyone is a fucking napoleon