control my matter, that exists within my brain

[singingsilence]

does the torment ever stop?

i spell everything wrong.
what has happened?

i want to hold you in my eyes but i;m down to 2 senses

sleep. lastnight i sat straight up.
i looked to my left, cos that's where you are.
yr face was unfamiliar
and tomorrow I will wish "her" a happy birthday

today this girl was standing outside of the
pizza
place, just looking at me.
I don't know why i didn't say hi.
i should've said hi.

and then at 1500 it rained so hard
i swear at that one moment when the lightening flashed before my eyes my guts and heart jumped and sank into my skin.
something occurred. and something died
it was beautiful, i had to stand outside just watching it, mesmerized.

someone i thought was gone forever, came back into my life.
nothing special. just strange how it was predicted for today.

and then you...you shared something with me. a theory a song, or just some musicians outlook. i love it.
i want more.
and i'm cold.

i only wish i could control time
but then again don't most of us?

sing us a song..
a song to keep us warm.

this is such a trip.