the band of shame
as I am sitting in my class this morning wishing my head did not hurt quite so much I look down to see that I had forgotten to remove my wrist band from last night. The up side is that explains why I look like crap and cringe at loud noises.
last night was fun it was fun to see everyone dressed up and drunk. I think I was the only girl who didn't have the slutty version of a costume but I was cold enough as it was so having less clothing would not have helped. I would like to know why I have a tendency to ramble when I am drunk. I didn't technically make a fool out of myself, but I did scream in the parking lot after an angry moment on the phone. I warned the people who were also outside, and it felt better to let it out. But I then had to explain why I felt the need to do that and had a meltdown in the parking lot. The whole day was a mockery of what I was trying to avoid thinking about. And on the one day when I go out I am made to feel like the jerk which is plain not fair.Just when my life is complicated enough I get new elements added to the mix and I am not sure what to do.
And thinking about it is making my head hurt more so I am going to stop thinking about it and try to study for part two of my musicianship midterm. which thank God is my last midterm for the semester. Wow it is hard to type when you are hung over.
last night was fun it was fun to see everyone dressed up and drunk. I think I was the only girl who didn't have the slutty version of a costume but I was cold enough as it was so having less clothing would not have helped. I would like to know why I have a tendency to ramble when I am drunk. I didn't technically make a fool out of myself, but I did scream in the parking lot after an angry moment on the phone. I warned the people who were also outside, and it felt better to let it out. But I then had to explain why I felt the need to do that and had a meltdown in the parking lot. The whole day was a mockery of what I was trying to avoid thinking about. And on the one day when I go out I am made to feel like the jerk which is plain not fair.Just when my life is complicated enough I get new elements added to the mix and I am not sure what to do.
And thinking about it is making my head hurt more so I am going to stop thinking about it and try to study for part two of my musicianship midterm. which thank God is my last midterm for the semester. Wow it is hard to type when you are hung over.