I wish I could just say what I am thinking
I feel like I am holding back a scream and it would feel so much better if I could just let it out. But for some reason I can never just let out my anger that way it normally comes as tears but that isn't happening either. I am just mad and I don't get mad that often. There is so much that I want to say and I start to but then I stop myself and sometimes that is for the best but in this instance I just wish I could say it.
its not fair to be this angry and still be confused. I cant handle feeling like this and not being able to let it out and this was my attempt to let it out but I don't feel like typing the whole story behind the anger and I don't think that would help me. it would probably make it worse. so instead I am gonna try to listen to music in the hopes that it puts me to sleep. Just because I am angry doesn't mean that my crazy life slows down and the anger won't stop me from being tired so I need to go to bed.
its not fair to be this angry and still be confused. I cant handle feeling like this and not being able to let it out and this was my attempt to let it out but I don't feel like typing the whole story behind the anger and I don't think that would help me. it would probably make it worse. so instead I am gonna try to listen to music in the hopes that it puts me to sleep. Just because I am angry doesn't mean that my crazy life slows down and the anger won't stop me from being tired so I need to go to bed.