Apr 06, 2009 17:36
I believe in fate.
I believe in things out of our control.
I don't know about ghosts, or whatever.
Last night.
I dreamt there was a huge earthquake. I was in my room that I'm in now. In the dream, I woke up. Michael Mcclure was next to me (?), we held onto eachother. Then I woke up.
I looked at the clock. 3:35am. I heard the remnants of someone's bass in their car shaking the walls of my room. Well that's why I had the dream. Right?
My entire body was tingling and numb. My heart was beating so fast. The dream was so real. And scary. I FELT it.
After a while, I go back to sleep.
I wake up around 8am. Get on the computer.
"100+ killed in earthquake in Italy last night".
...nah....coincidence.
I keep reading.
The earthquake hit at 3:32am.
So I'm creeped out. I call my mom to tell her. She immediately says "Is Eric Ok!?!"
me: "What?"
Mom: "Eric? Remember...he's studying abroad in Italy."
At that very moment, I noticed my clothes. I was wearing an Elon University hoodie. I've only worn it one other time this year. And I only wore it today b/c it was 40 degrees in APRIL!
Is it coincidence?
I truly believe that there is something chemical when we dream and sleep. Connections.
Maybe in my subconscious I was thinking of Eric. And we were connected somehow, with a force or something. And I felt what he felt. Today has been magical and scary and just...crazy. It's thrown my whole day off. My heart maybe beat faster this morning when I noticed all the connections, than it did when I was scared out of my mind after the dream.
When me and Eric dated, weird stuff like that happened. He had a dream once that came completely true about me and Jared. Nothing huge, but it came true.
Or when we had the same dream?
Or when we got in car wrecks on the same day?
Or when we didn't talk for 6months and then called eachother almost at the same moment one day.
In.Sane.