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Okay, so here's the thing:
I am moving back to Rhode Island, not to Philly.
Professionally, Philadelphia is not looking promising for me this year: first I was screened out of Theatre Alliance auditions, then the Arden thing fell apart, and my last hope, Philly Shakes, didn't pan out either. I have a lot more chances in RI, I think.
Personally, I just miss it. I miss the people, I miss the ocean, I miss feeling like myself. I think in a weird way all the history I have here in PA makes me uncomfortable -- everyone thinks of me as a person I no longer am. RI knows me better.
So, I'm putting out feelers -- if anyone knows anyone looking for a roomate this year, particularly in the Providence area, please let me know. I know it's last minute. I NEVER do this. Changing plans last minute is super un-Jill, and a not-so-tiny part of me feels like I'm disappointing people in some way by bailing on Philly. But the advice of someone close to me made me realize that I have to make decisions for myself, and no one else. So that's what I'm trying to do.
I am moving back to Rhode Island, not to Philly.
Professionally, Philadelphia is not looking promising for me this year: first I was screened out of Theatre Alliance auditions, then the Arden thing fell apart, and my last hope, Philly Shakes, didn't pan out either. I have a lot more chances in RI, I think.
Personally, I just miss it. I miss the people, I miss the ocean, I miss feeling like myself. I think in a weird way all the history I have here in PA makes me uncomfortable -- everyone thinks of me as a person I no longer am. RI knows me better.
So, I'm putting out feelers -- if anyone knows anyone looking for a roomate this year, particularly in the Providence area, please let me know. I know it's last minute. I NEVER do this. Changing plans last minute is super un-Jill, and a not-so-tiny part of me feels like I'm disappointing people in some way by bailing on Philly. But the advice of someone close to me made me realize that I have to make decisions for myself, and no one else. So that's what I'm trying to do.