hmmm
I'm still kind upset... not as bad as the other night tho. If you see my last post I had a little "survey" thing. but yeah it was kinda depressing. Anyway, my life right now...hmmm thats a good question. right now I dont even know what going on in my life.
ok, Usally when u like someone its because...I dont know but theres usally a reason right? right. Well I like someone right now...(a tiny bit mind you) but yeah I have no idea why! He hasnt said n e thing to make me like him. I was just praying and I said a prayer for him and BAM my heart jumped a little. I was kind confused so I was going on the MSN to see if n e one online that I could talk to. No one really except his best friend! So I did talk to him haha! but yesterday at school I saw him and I couldnt help smiling! I have to stop tho! This isnt suppose to happen! I'm praying so hard to stop liking him. I might as well try now when its still a little small affection.I'll P.U.S.H!! hehe I love saying that :P Anyway, I did end up pouring all of my thoughts out to his best friend. Luckly hes one of my friends too that I can trust! hopfully anyway.
I have to go get ready for school, But I'll write more after!
Lub you all!!!
ok, Usally when u like someone its because...I dont know but theres usally a reason right? right. Well I like someone right now...(a tiny bit mind you) but yeah I have no idea why! He hasnt said n e thing to make me like him. I was just praying and I said a prayer for him and BAM my heart jumped a little. I was kind confused so I was going on the MSN to see if n e one online that I could talk to. No one really except his best friend! So I did talk to him haha! but yesterday at school I saw him and I couldnt help smiling! I have to stop tho! This isnt suppose to happen! I'm praying so hard to stop liking him. I might as well try now when its still a little small affection.I'll P.U.S.H!! hehe I love saying that :P Anyway, I did end up pouring all of my thoughts out to his best friend. Luckly hes one of my friends too that I can trust! hopfully anyway.
I have to go get ready for school, But I'll write more after!
Lub you all!!!