(no subject)
"Any change, even a change for the better,
is always accompanied by drawbacks and
discomforts"
~Arnold Bennett
I don't really know what else to say
I hate to see him suffer
But its his choice to do so.
How much longer can I watch this happen?
I can only offer so much help.
I can only say so many things.
I can only express so much optimism,
until it doesn't mean anything anymore.
Yeah, I'm frustrated.
He's not a bother.
A bother to me, is a waste of time.
When he wastes my efforts, my words, my optimism
due to his lack of actions..
That's, a bother.
It's not that damn hard.
I would know.
I've been there.
I can't fight a battle for him.
He's a grown man.
He needs to take control of his own life
Sooner or later.
But I'm not going to be apart of the dwelling..
the suffering..
just to prove how much I care.
That doesn't make any sense to me.
That would be asking me to say that I'm ok with it...
and I'm not.
I hate going to extremes when its not necessary.
Obviously it is.
How tired do my eyes need to be...
How broken does my heart need to be...
How strained do my words need to be...
For you to understand?
I've got nothing to prove to you.
Seems like this is an internal battle.
Let me know how it goes.
I'll be waiting on the sidelines.