Feb 11, 2009 01:38
It's really interesting sometimes how synchronicity works out. I honestly wonder sometimes if people can hear my thoughts from where they are, if there's something that clicks in their head when I'm thinking about them. I love it when that happens. Happened recently. I was thinking of them after not hearing/seeing/talking to them for a while, and the next day, bam, they contacted me. Weird. It's really nice to know someone's thinking about you, whether or not you've been thinking about them. It's intriguing to think about what it might mean if you WERE thinking about them. It's a Celestine Prophecy Insight, it means something, it means you have something to tell each other. I think it's represented itself an embarrassing number of times.......but we just can't get our shit together enough to find out what we have to say to each other.
Weird things have been happening lately. When I was younger I used to sometimes wonder if I had blackouts...without remember that I had them, and do things that everyone else assumed I knew I did, but I didn't. Only because sometimes people would tell me about things that I honestly had NO recollection of. Like someone would tell me they had told me something SUPER big and important, there's no way I would have FORGOT that it was told to me, yet I definately don't recall being told at all. Or, a lot of times people would tell me I flashed on them, lost my temper, went crazy....and yea, no memories of that at all. I won't go into details...but yea, I've definately been finding things that are unexplainable....
Anyway, I've been counting down the days 'til tomorrow, and technincally, it's already here. I'm becoming addicted to the bliss, like I used to be years ago. Going from plan to plan, event to event, show to show, party to party. Fuck, I don't have a real job, what ELSE am I going to do?!? Work is what I do in between having fun, that's the way it used to be, it's getting that way again. Only, a lot less of the work, which means I can't afford to have as much fun. Whatever. Warriors, Nightmare on Elm Street, Jackie's birthday club outing, Madball, Nothington, Wolves and Theives.