I'm sick of myself.

[sindereiia]

I'm going to just stop trying to be friends with people. They're all self absorbed and I find that the most unattractive trait of them all. I give them a chance and they shit on it. Would it hurt to ask 'how was your day?' or 'You look really nice!' Obviously it is for some people. I guess I don't want to hear it if it's not heart felt or

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[anonymous]

youre sick of people being self-absorbed and uncaring? what about all the friends you just left behind for no reason?? im not naive at all, you didnt give any consideration of my feelings when you stopped talking to me. you didnt care what you meant to any of us or what we would think about you dissapearing, you just did it. and now youre having problems.... bitching about people being inconsiderate and unsincere. tsk tsk

[sindereiia]

I don't really know where to begin with this. You are my friend and the reason I left wasn't anything that you did or any of them did, I just had to go away for awhile.. and ever since, you've been on my ass the entire time questioning my motives. I have none, I wanted to be by myself, meet new people see the world in my eyes. You don't like to go many places ,assuming this is Amanda, and I do. I want to see what else there is besides Akron. And now I feel like it's to late for me to come back.. like I did something wrong and maybe in your eyes I did but you know how I am and I can't stress that enough.. this time I was gone longer than usual because you were harping me the entire time.
ALSO, I'm not having problems that I didn't have before. I can handle my life, this is a journal, where I put my thoughts in. If it was THAT serious, I wouldn't be broadcasting it over the fucking internet.