no regrets!
I'm so insanely hyper right now…I guess I'm just having mad fun. And suddenly I'm making friends and I'm busy and it's beautiful. I'm poor and I'm probably going to get fired but still everything is so fun and I have this irresponsible belief that everything is going to work out fine.
So I had play practice and HBP was totally cool. She asked if I had fun at the party, and she said, "So did I. No regrets." Yes yes, no regrets. I felt more weird about it then she did, I was worried that she might act funny but she didn't. I mean, I told her I'd had a crush on her since I'd met her, ha ha, I'm so uncool. She seemed to sense my tension and during warm up she said to everyone, "Relax, clear your mind, try to clear your mind of anything that happened today or last night." Well, it was Thursday night, but I know what she meant. Then as we left she hugged me for a little too long (does anyone notice this stuff?) and it's all good. Hmmm we'll see what happens later.
LHAS also called me today, he's totally obsessing over me, I can tell. He wanted to hang out this weekend but I shot him down. I have a date tonight then practice tomorrow, then I really need to practice on my own for this play because I feel like I suck a lot. Plus, I had a deadline of Friday to complete a copyright packet and so far I have no done so. Anyway, I utterly google searched LHAS, and it turns out he is quasi-famous. How fun, maybe he can pay for my fucking dinners, but of course, I'm going to be far more famous. But I've been fantasizing about him. When did I become so dirty?
I have a date with WHN tonight. Will he notice the bruises that LHAS gave me? Lol…bruises in fun people, bruises in fun. Man I am getting way too wild.
So I had play practice and HBP was totally cool. She asked if I had fun at the party, and she said, "So did I. No regrets." Yes yes, no regrets. I felt more weird about it then she did, I was worried that she might act funny but she didn't. I mean, I told her I'd had a crush on her since I'd met her, ha ha, I'm so uncool. She seemed to sense my tension and during warm up she said to everyone, "Relax, clear your mind, try to clear your mind of anything that happened today or last night." Well, it was Thursday night, but I know what she meant. Then as we left she hugged me for a little too long (does anyone notice this stuff?) and it's all good. Hmmm we'll see what happens later.
LHAS also called me today, he's totally obsessing over me, I can tell. He wanted to hang out this weekend but I shot him down. I have a date tonight then practice tomorrow, then I really need to practice on my own for this play because I feel like I suck a lot. Plus, I had a deadline of Friday to complete a copyright packet and so far I have no done so. Anyway, I utterly google searched LHAS, and it turns out he is quasi-famous. How fun, maybe he can pay for my fucking dinners, but of course, I'm going to be far more famous. But I've been fantasizing about him. When did I become so dirty?
I have a date with WHN tonight. Will he notice the bruises that LHAS gave me? Lol…bruises in fun people, bruises in fun. Man I am getting way too wild.