Oct 01, 2012 22:22
Life is going pretty good. I feel like I bitch about the same shit over and over again. School still stresses me out, but I'm doing well. And work is fine. We lost 7 residents this month, so walking into work feels like heartbreak central. At one point, it was bearable to go into work. Anymore, I'm just glad I work two days a week.
On a nicer note, my phone is busted. Thank fucking god. I am thrilled to be phoneless for awhile. I can enjoy the silence for awhile.
As for everything else, the dating scene is good. I am glad I made this decision to get tested and remain abstinent. I'm done wasting myself on people who aren't worth it. More or less with how rampant diseases spread. I am clean! I am 100% clean. No cervical cancer, no HPV, no chlamydia, no nothing! Plus it's nice to get to know people over dinner. The only issue is I need to be careful and not put too much on my plate. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I already had one guy come on too strong. His name was Jeremy. He was a very good looking man, the only issue is that he reminded me of Chris. I'm sorry but after one date, you don't need to tell me you miss me within 24 hours. That shit freaks me out. Dan and Kyle are sweet. But I think above all, Josh is the one that I get alone the best with. I look forward to his texts and going to see him. Now it's two months later and I still get butterflies. It's about damn time I find someone who understands me. I have someone looking out for me in life. I can't appreciate it enough.