life in a nut shell
I'm not sure where to start. But obviously I'm going to start somewhere. It's been an extremely busy last few weeks. Rock on the Range completely kicked my ass. Work has kicked my ass. I keep telling myself that it'll ease up but at this rate, I don't think it will. Which I don't mind, I'm enjoying myself. Enjoying new adventures. I'm finally happy. I'm moody as hell too but I think it's because I've stretched myself a little thin. I'm in the relationship I've always wanted. I just hope it works and we can put the past aside. But I've noticed this week that it's going to be a lot harder to do. I think the whole excitement of the relationship wore off and now we are realizing that long distance isn't that easy. I mean on my end, I'm fine with it. On his end, I don't think he feels the same. And the whole past history needs to be put in the past. I know I have a history. I wouldn't change it for the world, but that isn't who I am now. I can laugh about it but I had a lot happen with my life that gave me a reality check. I will be faithful and without a doubt, this is what I want. If I didn't, I wouldn't be here. I just wish the stress wouldn't be laid out so thick right now. But nothing in life is easy, right? So I'm just going to ride the wave and see where it takes me.