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Jul 04, 2005 15:33

yesterday smoke came out of the vents at work. the fire alarm went off. the firetrucks came. half the corner was police tapped. people still came in asking for coffee or to use the washroom. some people threatened 'to go to starbucks instead'. fuck man, the builing's on fire, get the hell outta here. the firemen still don't know what it was. i just finished reading maus again so i was pretty sure it was zyklon b coming out of the vents, guess not. later that shift the roof started leaking really badly. there isn't anyone living upstairs. never a dull moment.

welcome to hell at 1378 bathurst. my new neighbor is a pianist/opera singer. she is loudloudloud. and an early riser. i've been listening to her exercise since 8am. i miss linda.

after a *minor* change of plans and heart, fisherville has been scratched from the agenda of the weekend. so i'm ottawa bound starting wednesday. home always feels so wonderfully cleansing. i need a time out for a day or so. it's my mommy's birthday tomorrow and she doesn't know i'm coming home yet. i miss my mommy. i miss people that make everything better just by being there. i miss not being sappy. and most of all, i miss properly cooked food.

thank god i'm only 19. i can't wait until 5 years from now when i won't even be able to remeber the boy's name that i'm sad about. i can't wait to see justin today and have him remind me that there's life past the familiar and so much fun making it just that. i can't wait to purge these bad feelings and turn them into something new and great. i can't wait unitl the next time i'm so ecstatic that i'm convinced i've never before been that happy, when really i'll always be and have been.
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