another small spurt of useless entries..
so the thing with the mother went.....not so well, in my opinion. andy and i brought over some bochlava (spelling?...) which was actually pretty good. but for some reason i was still really tense. it didnt help that peter, the mothers "ex" (um..fuck that..theyr still doing shit) came over and the mother and him spent a good 15 minutes in the laundry room making out, while leaving andy, the sister and i sitting at the table..feeling akward.
then the father came over with some present for the mother. the mother showed him a picture of her brother david (same name as her curent boyfriend..go figure) and bitched about how he had been seeing his girlfriend for 12 years, and never asked her to marry him. then somehow the conversation got onto financial strain of marriage and divorce..the father started bitching and complaining..and the mother just stood there rolling her eyes at him. i dismissed myself to water my plants.
at one point, when they were all going to have cake, the mother was pissing me off with her reaction when i said i didnt want cake.
"have some cake lydia"
"its an ice cream cake mom..but im not really hungry anyways"
"well you can still eat the frosting..or the reeses peanut butter cups"
"reeses are milk chocolate..and that kind of frosting always has something in it"
"oh..well..have some more rice..or theres salad...or um...theres bagels"
"im fine thanks"
"are you sure?..go have some salad"
"im fine"
"oh..ok then"
blah.
what pissed me off the most, was that when i tried to throw my cigarette out the window on the way back to andys (had to pick up my car before going to leslies) the fucker came back in the window and i couldnt find it. nothing got burned or lit on fire..but that just fucking pissed me off.
i cant succeed at one.simple.thing.
what the fuck???????
anyways, qhen i got back to leslies i popped some pills with my beer..and passed out happily.
this morning i woke up confused..not really knowing where i was or what was going on...but other than that..i feel ok.
then the father came over with some present for the mother. the mother showed him a picture of her brother david (same name as her curent boyfriend..go figure) and bitched about how he had been seeing his girlfriend for 12 years, and never asked her to marry him. then somehow the conversation got onto financial strain of marriage and divorce..the father started bitching and complaining..and the mother just stood there rolling her eyes at him. i dismissed myself to water my plants.
at one point, when they were all going to have cake, the mother was pissing me off with her reaction when i said i didnt want cake.
"have some cake lydia"
"its an ice cream cake mom..but im not really hungry anyways"
"well you can still eat the frosting..or the reeses peanut butter cups"
"reeses are milk chocolate..and that kind of frosting always has something in it"
"oh..well..have some more rice..or theres salad...or um...theres bagels"
"im fine thanks"
"are you sure?..go have some salad"
"im fine"
"oh..ok then"
blah.
what pissed me off the most, was that when i tried to throw my cigarette out the window on the way back to andys (had to pick up my car before going to leslies) the fucker came back in the window and i couldnt find it. nothing got burned or lit on fire..but that just fucking pissed me off.
i cant succeed at one.simple.thing.
what the fuck???????
anyways, qhen i got back to leslies i popped some pills with my beer..and passed out happily.
this morning i woke up confused..not really knowing where i was or what was going on...but other than that..i feel ok.